Note: The only changes to this entry are minor corrections to grammar, punctuation, formatting, and spelling. I’ve also removed any last names which appeared, except in the case of teachers.
In my 8/12/91 entry I talk about protecting Sabrina from the world. This is amazingly similar, in a way, to how I feel about Maile. I don’t want her used or taken advantage of. I still can’t believe she feels sorry for Matt S. Of course, part of it is jealousy, but in all honesty and seriousness, Matt S doesn’t deserve sympathy… Not with his interests. I still, of course, love Maile.
I’ve been re-reading my old entries and I find it hard to believe I actually wrote that stuff. I am appalled and sickened. I was very unintelligent. I’ll let Maile judge. She might hate me. She probably ought to, if she reads this!